So today me and lindsay went to fry's to buy some magazines..you know the ones with the pictures of all the hott guys in them! only one effing magazine had a pic of ryan gosling..but u just wait he'll be in more... so then we went in the basement and cut out all the pics and there were like 10 posters, I LOVE THEM! i have this hott one of xtina that ashlee would kill for lol! im funna hang um on my walla cuz my wall is naked...also with all the little pics i cut out i made like 5 collages with them, they are hottt! cant wait to organize my room and crapp! Yay ashlee got back today i missed her so effing much, i needed her the most when she was gone..isnt that how it always is! so shes doing good she had a blast in cali thats so cool! yeahhhuuh! i love you babe Ive cried everyday for the past 2 weeeks..yeahh...sometimes i cry cuz im praying sometimes i cry cuz im sinning and i need forgiveness and sometime i cry cuz i either have a great friend or cuz i realize i dont have any! im soo effing confused! ::Leah::