..OKAY seriously i love how noone leaves me comments...even if my diary entry isnt important..arent I?!?!?!? ha..yea any wayz today i went to school and my sister and matthew picked me up!! yaya! then we went to walgreens for some crap, then i did homework, then i packed.. yea thats definately it so tomorrow i leave for retreat...after school! we're going to prescott, my whole high school that is..and i'll be back late on friday night! im excited i loved retreat last year! and i love Jesus so much so i know its gonna reallly rock!..we have to where are school uniforms on the bus on the way there...yeah how gay is that! our school has turned nazi they lock us in during school hours, im serious..its crazzyyyy, and my sister cant come visit me at lunches anymore! :-(! ahh... I LOVE JESUS SOO SOO SOO MUCH! Can you imagine it hanging there bleeding to death Wheezing for breath your stomach hurts cause you got beat in the chest your all bloody from your feet to your head from the look of things u would think you’d be dead but your not cause you gotta finish the work every seconds like a minute every minute it hurts Your screaming in pain “Oh God” screaming his name “Why have you forsaken me this is the reason I came” your crying in sobs but you cant cry thru your eyes cause your face is so swollen that its driving u blind your back aches cause pressure is applied to your spine when u press upon your feet cause your trying to climb up the cross jus 2 get a gasp of air meanwhile everybody laughs & stares it’s only been 10 minutes but it feels like half a year the roman soldiers grab & tear at your clothes leaving your privates exposed humiliated is how you die for the throne & they witness @ the site of your death & they watch you as your fighting for breath every insult feels like a knife in your chest & the blood drips down your neck from the spikes in your head the crown of thorn, somebody sound the horn cause the curtain from the temple, they found it torn that means salvations free, he paid the fee I once was blind but now he made me see I went from peewee to playing in the major league The temple was destroyed in one day but raised in 3 YEAH thats an awesome song..actually its a christian WHITE rapper dude! lol but hes actually pretty good! suriously, i know a TRUE gangsta when i see one..hahaha!