I've always been the friend that knows everyone. And, not to sound arrogant, but I know a lot of people. I used to get a lot of invitations from people to do things, but recently I've been left in the dark about everything my friends are doing. Maybe I'm being selfish, but I miss having a group of friends to hang out with. I have this best friend, but back this summer, I introduced my best group of friends to my real close guy friend Alex. So, nothing really happened then, but now my best girl friend and my best guy friend are together, and happy. And I'm so happy that I'm the reason that they're happy, but what really gets me, is that I never get to spend time with them anymore. Either of them. I can't spend time with Alex without Leah anymore, and it's not that I don't like Leah, it's just that sometimes I need a break from girls. And I can't hang out with Leah anymore, because she's either [a] with alex [b] talking to alex [c] talking about alex [d] hanging out with Alie, Fanny, and Abby. My friends since forever, who I introduced to Alex this summer. So, you see, I'm kind of screwed. *Are you seeing a pattern?* I'm losing my friends to my other friends, and together those two groups of friends are ditching me. And this isn't the first time this has happened. Just the one I'm most sad about. I don't think they mean to, but they are. And I'm SO happy that Leah found a boy that will treat her the way she deserves, but I'm just slightly jealous that he gets all of her attention, and the little but he doesn't get, goes to my old best friends. =/ Maybe I'm being over sensitive. I just hate feeling like this. "He bit my lip, and drank my war From years before, from years before"