ha- im bak again. i ended up not rolling up the stairs. instead my mother decided 2 come downstairs. now she's going out for food *great pleasure* some gave me a comment! -feels accepted- presently im working on the songs ive written so far. one has a tune, neither of them have titles- i dont plan on giving them titles either unless i bcome FAMOUS!!! look me up ~wink~ mom says Jesse frum Brand New is a dork. he happens to b a bakground 4 my desktop- i dun lyk my mom's opinions. DORK POWER!! Now duznt it seem that all the hot guyz n the world are complete dunces? at least the hot guyz @ my skool. u will not blieve the things that they dont know- specially this one guy. my goodness, he's hot as nething but he is the closest u can get to retardation w/ actually being diagnosed w/ it. i got more lyrics runnin around n my head for sum new songs. i wrote one song b4 when i wuz 8 yrs. old- i thot it wuz pretty good. (kinda cheeze to me now but i wuz only 8)well i showed my mom the song- i even had a tune to it. BAD IDEA!! she began singing it to this jazz tune that wuz nothing lyk wut i had n my head. then i lost it- i lost everything! so i hadn't actually written a song on my own since i wuz 8. all cause mom- luve her i do, but she is not my kind of friend. Ever had an imaginary friend? i dunt think i ever did. i played w/ dumb dollz n watched cartoons thru my deprived childhood. my brain, though slightly turned 2 mush is still pretty active...i read- it helps keep the mush frum gushing out thru my ears. lookin for more interesting sites to scribe 2. seems as though this whole journal site is one big "family" if u will. glad to b apart of it but i dunt think im gonna tell ne of my friends from skool. they dont think on their own too much-- mayb i shud take this trash upstairs, my basement is starting to shmell lyk tuna!! I shmell the shmelly shmell of something that shmells shmelly!! ::runz up stairs:: ah since i wuz up i changed into my jam jams. mornin shower- it'll wake me up newayz. Hoo luvs Jimmy Fallon? he's sooo funni. "cuz im an idiot- and im your boyfriend" ~more journal searching~