i.feel.lovable.because drew feels that he can come to me with his stressful life. now i can use my "good friend" traits on him. he's having some kind of stressful moment with this girl [i dunno hoo so im just waitin til he's ready to tell me] other than the one i know he likes. or at least liked. now im suspicious of wut the problem is but i dont want to b one of those overbearing friends hoo has to know "hoo wut where when and why" at all times. that just gets annoying when they always hafta know y. then theres that point where it seems like u dont care...im trying not to cross either of those lines and i think[hope] im doing a good job of it...erm yea. according to wut jonny's says, eddie is a fag. he wuz gonna get paid a fiver to "fake" having sex w/ jonny. thats just gay man. then i started makin fun of jonny w/ eddie hanging all over him. now i have no problems with gays or lesbians and such but thats just funni man cuz jonny's not gay and i didnt think eddie wuz. guess i wuz rong....

--thats all ive got right now...im out--