"My God, my God, why have you abandoned me? Why so far from my call for help, from my cries of anguish? My God, I call by day, but you do not answer; by night, but I have no relief. Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One; you are the glory of Israel. In you our ancestors trusted; they trusted you and rescued them. To you they cried out and they escaped; in you they trusted and were not disappointed. But I am a worm, hardly human, scorned by everyone, despised by the people. All who see me mock me; they curl their lips and jeer; they shake their heads at me: "You relied on the Lord - let him deliver you; if he loves you, let him rescue you." Yet you drew me forth from the womb, made me safe at my mother's breast. Upon you I was thrust from the womb; since birth you are my God. Do not stay far from me, for trouble is near, and there is no one to help. Many bulls surround me; fierce bulls of Bashan encircle me. They open their mouths against me, lions that rend and roar. Like water my life drains away; all my bones grow soft. My heart has become like wax, it melts away within me. As dry as a potsherd is my throat; my tongue sticks to my palate; you lay me in the dust of death. Many dogs surround me; a pack of evildoers closes in on me. So wasted are my hands and feet that I can count all my bones. They stare at me and gloat; they divide my garments among them; for my clothing they cast lots. But you, Lord, do not stay far off; my strength, come quickly to help me. Deliver me from the sword, my forlorn life from the teeth of the dog. Save me from the lion's mouth my poor life from the horns of wild bulls." -Psalm 22:1-22 Yeah...well, after today I feel a lot better. I've been feeling really enraged lately and I felt like hitting the crap outta things cuz I am extremely mad at myself. I made a uber-long entry last night telling the ENTIRE story about why I was so mad. Oh well, you missed it...damn my computer. Heh, well, yeah. I'll talk to you children later. .:EDIT:. Tomorrow is March 14!!! THE NEW FLEE THE SEEN CD COMES OUT TOMORROW!!! I'm so excited. I really wanna go to the mall cuz if I get the CD tomorrow at Hot Topic, I get a free shirt too! Argh, I wanna go with Moo but I dunno if my parents will let me go. Plus, I gotta go to open house at school tomorrow and I gotta be there by 5:30. I gotta think. And my throat hurts and I dunno why. O.O;