today=bad day. School and everything was fineee but me and joeee are well i dont even know? i realllyyy want things to be okay because ultimatley even though we have things to work through i want to be with him. so i guess we will see. track actually removed alot of stress for me today! lol i maxed at like 90! butttt tyler did most the work on that one. butttt alot of stuff like comes out of me lifting. although, that room could really use a good spray with disinfectents. Im pretty sure im heading up to tessa's now for a bit. soo more later