"(.Still.pretending.that.I'm.fine. .It.was.you.and.I. .Holding.back.what's.on.our.minds.)" "(.And.all.the.things.I.should.have.said. .And.all.the.letters.left.unsent.)" (.I wrote a long entry when i woke up today.The computer fuked up.So screw it.) (.Just got home from dads house.Went snowmachineing all day.That was pretty fun.My brother got stuck about a million times.Tonight im hangin out with some friends.Get out of the house.N off my lazy ass.Although im so tired my eyes are burning.) (.Mom Asked me what happened last nite.She didnt remember a thing.I told her nothing happened.) (.When i got home.I looked on the phone.8 fuking phone calls from joey.Like fuk off already.) (.Well i have nothing left to write about.) (keep.it.real.)