"(.You.say.the.most.beautiful.things. .an.endless.list.of.treasures.of.trimmings. .It.takes.all.my.faith.just.to.start. .I.don't.care.now.how.much.I'm.wrong .my.song.it.shames.your.ears. .every sentence a failure. .Slant.rhyme.is.all.I.can.give.half.truth. is .all I'll get. .Show.us.all.what.grace.can.mean. .all.of.what.I.might be. .Close.your.eyes.call.it.escape. .We'll.run.away.from.everything. .Lie.to.me. .love.me. .We'll.run.away.from.everything.)" (.Still tired.I was going to go to bed early last nite.But had some friends stay over.I slept till 1:00.N im still tired.) (.My stupid brother handed me the phone yesterday when i told him to say i wasnt home.Yes it was joey.He is pissed off.I could tell.But i dont really give a shit.Cant stand him anymore.Dont want to be even just friends.) (.Shaun is home tomorrow!!!.Right on.Cant wait to chill with him.) (.Im goin snoboardin' later.Cant wait for that either.This summer is gunna be tight.The boys n i are gunna tear up v-bay.Got a BAM board right before christmas.Havent even got to test it out.Other than Jay's basement.Im not any good at it yet.But ill learn.) (.Amanda is back from winnipeg.Fawk,thats one conceited chick.Im trying tohold back hangin out with her as much,Cuz if u knew her,ud know what i mean.She was one of my closest friends around here.But ive done alot of forgiveing.That always comes along with alot of stuff i will never forget.) (.But right about now all i can think about is shaun.And seeing him.Get my life back in order.Cuz its pretty fukin shitty right now.) (keep.it.real.)