Okay, so I'm finally starting to admit, to myself at least, and possibly one or two other people that i hardly ever see but know that i can trust (which is extremelly rare with me by the way), that i am most definitely starting to fall for this boy... i see him all of the time and when he's not there i want him to be there and... idk, i just doubt that he would ever see me above everyone else that he could have, which is pretty much any girl he wants that isn't taken... but yeah, anyways... i'm sort of, out of sorts, lol, wow, that was lame... I just wish that he would notice me, give me some sort of sign or something that he maybe kind of likes me back at all... ugh!!! like that'll ever happen... oh well, i'll go sit down and talk it out with a certain person that i think will be able to help me, but i don't feel ready just yet... hopefully i will soon...