I'm so out of it right now... i'm emotionally and physically drained and i just want sleep... actually, i just want a nice sound sleep with no dreams or anything and chances are very likely that i will not get any at all so i curse my sleeping loves... eternal yes, but sleep all the same and it's getting to the point where i'm ready to join them... don't worry, i'm definitely not... anyways... i'm bored and i want to just hang out and chill with my friends and i'm so sick of comming home, i want to spend more time with my friends, sleeping over their houses and hanging out with them... and idk... i just wish my grades were better... anyways... again... idk... I'm outtie for now, i'll update later...