Ok, so as predicted and pretty much planned for, i was caught at Brandi's house, oh well, no big deal, my mom went all "i've lost some of my trust in you" but i can handle that for a while, if my grades go up enough, which they should, then i'll have it back and what's more, i'll be ungrounded as well... anyways, in my opinion, spending time with my friends, even only a few hours, will always be worth it... though i do feel a little badly that i didn't leave any lights on at my house for Moose (my dog) but she just curled up and went to sleep anyways, so it wasn't horrible, and i'll remember next time... As for figuring out how to approach the guy that i have feelings for, i'm still at a total loss, and could really use some help... and as for getting my grades up, i just need to get that economics research paper out of the way before x-mas vacation... then i'll probably spend most of my x-mas vacation working on college applications... i think i'm going to need the summer off to work out living arrangments anyways, so why bother with early applications, besides, i want to know that the college wants me and not just that i beat getting my application in and that's the only reason i got a spot... either way, i need time to figure things out, so, i'm going to take it, and enjoy as much time as i can with my friends... everyone elses schedule is so busy that we all hardly get to see each other and it really bums me out bacause it's like, they know that we don't all have a lot of time left together and yet they seem more worried about planning for an uncertain future... oh well, at least if i get ungrounded i can spend more time with my friends worrying about the future and maybe actually planning my own future as well... but for now, i have no motivation at all and i couldn't really care less...