i suffer to a big amount i hit the braking point only one i can tell what i have dun i did and im ashamed and i disaponted the one i tell my life suxxx and no one care but if you do sent a message it would help if someone cared.... but no one doues that is what i learned over time they say they do but in the end they dont.... it suxx how i feel and no one can help i got to stand up to myself i hope i win in the end...