::the dreams that i am dying in are the best ive ever had:: do you hate? because i do. its insanely obsured how much i miss you, all of you. its crazy, you dont realize how much you miss someone until you see them again, or talk to them again, or see their fucking words. i cant handle it. i had too much of it today. oh and you, i deleted ur comment because i didnt want anyone else to know that it was you. but holy poo did it scare me! i thought it was someone else...revielving themselves to me. my heart literally stopped. but i guess i dont want to know who you are, because...im scared? wtf???!!! im messed up (insert any level of dramatics here) i am so obsessed with this kid (a lady bug just peed on me by the way) anyways, this kid!! THIS KID!! i cant help it. its all your fault. fucker. i hate you.