this isnt working out. i think its coming to an end. in fact, i know..its over. i love doing things for people its always fun, but i hate the shitty feeling of being unappreciated. talking to Karl makes me happy. talking to you makes me want to slit my wrists. so why should i talk to you? i think i shouldnt. i dunno. maybe in moderation i can take it. otherwise.... im done.