well kids, break is almost over. how does that make you feel? i hope you have plans that are all safe and sober for the new year. lol yeah..i bet. i have to work and little isabella turns one, so i have that party. woohoo. but yes, im illegally downloading music right now and its taking forever, i hate dial up. im in love with "the cure" and im really regrettin not getting their shirt at ragstock this fall. today i was determined to not be lazy and to accomplish something in my day, it didnt work. but at least i tried. i worked on my art project AND did some laundry AND took a shower lol. thats good for me, its four in the afternoon and i just got out of pajamas....shit...im pathetic. ::boys dont cry:: did you know that?