i went home sick today, because I got my period. fun fun I love Chris while I sat aching of cramps in the nurses office, he was the only 5 minute cure. I'm just glad to know, we feel the same way about each other and were not taking any further. I would die to wake up one day, to know we aren't friends anymore. I don't plan to write Sean back after his gay email. I'm just living my life now. I stopped living because of him, so I'm ready to say goodbye. "tears are needed for survival" And so your body pressed me Up against the door I wondered if there would be more For a kiss like this from, such as you To me, seemed too good to be true It's beautiful to know you want me too I'd never admit I dream of this But now I taste your gorgeous lips. Transfixed... I feel your soft touch on my hips Our damp skin, the passion within Breath-takingly begun Sensual sample, of what's to come Our dance moved From the bathroom door To the cool puddles on the tiled floor Each other we intensely explore I love your tender lips, they're on my breasts Shaking, my hands Shape the curves of your waist I just want to taste Your sugar cube skin I'm totally lost in this moment, We're in. How did we get here? Do we even care? The cold tiles, Freeze your back, my knees I've never been so eager to please. The showers steamy We're light-headed, dreamy. Not much space... My lips find their place More and more You soar Deep sighs, gentle moans You, I adore. You guide my lips Back to yours Your feminine softness Enthrals me, I look at your eyes, Framed with wet lashes... They meet mine And one last time You kiss me softly Pull me close, Yours arms surround me The warm water caresses our curves. We are exposed, honest and weak. I see a tear, trace it down your cheek A tear of joy? A tear woe? Regret? Realisation? I'll never know. But I know its over, And we'll pretend it never was so Hesitantly you whisper to me... "Sorry...I have to go."