kevin is exhausting. kevin makes me weak when i'm with him, i am at my happiest but if he is ever upset i am at my worse i never was a 'cry baby' until i met him and i am beginning to realize, that no matter how much i love him... i know i will have to let go... we both know this isn't the way to love i'm tired of him treating me like i'm nothing. and then coming all up in face, talking about how he loves me. lecka says i deserve better my mom says he is trash meagan says he really loves me nabih says give him a chance and i say... i say i'm falling apart. and things shouldn't be this way...not this often