he lied to me. he cheated on me. he betrayed me. and i found out from a stranger on the street that we mean nothing and he said "sorry"... he said "I still love you...she meant nothing" if she meant nothing...than how could he want her, when he was with me (?) when i was always by his side thru everything and i thought i was enough i know kevin better than anyone else i know when he is full of shit i know when he is sincere i know how hypocritical and selfish he is i didn't take him back... i would stay by his side if he was to treat me right and i know i deserve better lecka called me and told me how she is tired of me always being hurt and going to school sad. kevin is lucky i still even talk to him...b/c he is nothing but a fake. i can't hate him though...b/c i loved him at one point. michael has been the one to give me "comfort" lately. he told me he wants to treat me better than all the "other guys." i hear a fucking guy line...even tho he is sweet. I just don't want to put my trust into any1 right now. I'm not ready. Michael is just nice to talk to when I feel like I need the replace of time from Kevin. Kevin had me blind and fooled. i stuck up for him when everyone called him a MUTHER FUCKIN LIAR. anyways, I am having alot of trouble right now placing my time in the things that matter most. i've let myself go. If kevin hurts me again (which i know he will) I will have to leave, b/c tomorrow will be too late. And I know that God has something else in store for me.