well its been a while since i was last on here...mostly cuz mi hermano took my computer 2 go get fixed..an so yea im in da library again.....this is carnegie weekend im kinda bummed cuz i really wanted 2 go..i hope sam is havin a good tyme w/o me tho..an i realli do hope everybody does great on sunday....but anyway....2 no ones surprise me an cris are back 2 gether an 4 sum reason everyones is liek all happy about it....liek we're sum ideal couple or sumthin...tee hee jus thinkin bout him brings a smile 2 my face... man i love tht kid.lol also my madre is thinking about moving 2 HOUSTON,TEXAS!!! i think this time its serious cuz she wants 2 go over there during spring break and check out da houses wit my aunt....beckster an her familia mite be comin 2..tht shud b interestin....speakin of da beckster she wants me 2 go wit her 2 da movies 2 nite..cuz her parents r makin her take her siblings,an i guess she wants me 2 help out cuz they can b a handful..not sayin mi hermanas arnt...so yea shes probably gonna bring her boi...its funny how me an her r both goin out wit sumwun named cris...an yea o yea! mi madre has FINALLY agreed 2 let me take the dance classes i wanted 2 take i am so stoked!!!....wait did i jus say stoked?? i mean excited...ALEGRE! PUMPED! o great time 4 7th..ciao! <3 peace & Love <3

well it looks liek iv gotten my self in2 another mess...well not realli..well its not bad compared 2 evelins mess...i cant believe im worrying about my lil pity problems whn evelin and oscar cant jus b together w/out people interferring...her cousins hav friends in south side an her bf's friends kno ppl from ms...an cuz of thm goin out the 2 side r threating 2 jump each other...its reaali bad ....too many kunfuzing details 2 ryte so thts jus the basics....her bf practically got jumped the other day...man o man o man....y r people sooo stupid??? an now im not sure y but we were suposed 2 go 2 the movies 2gether liek a last get 2get her between us but this morning she told me she couldnt...didnt say y..well ill talk 2 her next period....life is not at its best ryte now.....an these stupid chents nex 2 me r fuckin annoying!!!! aighty thnPEACE OUT<3

well i jus realized tht the font of my diary is realli small so i apologize if u guys have a hard time reading this... i jus found out last period that i hav an after skool rehersal...damn i 4got...*sigh*now i hav 2 call my mom an listen 2 her not believe me an threatening 2 come 2 the skool...2 me its not even a threat ne more....jus paranoia... i wonder who else is stayin after... well i found out monday that my grandpa in mexico died...tht realli sux an makes me doubt my belief in god cuz i had been praying for him 2 get better... i feel liek iv already written this down sumwhere...if i hav an its in here thn ill kno 4 sure im really outa it.. i stayed up late monday workin on my project...onli thing tht kept me awake was a frapachino..(i could use one rite now)but i finished 1st period an it looks liek a B 2 me so...ill find out next week.... LOVE....RELATIONSHIPS...FEELINGS...URGES all so Confuzing and hard to control...at times i feel liek doing this i shouldnt...and sometimes i wonder wat i hav gotten into and y....and sometimes old feelings come rushing back and i try 2 push them away b/c im involved in something else...i kno its nobodys fault but my own..an yet i feel liek my emotions are being pulled in diferent directions and scattered about.... an i feel liek i kno wat i want..but at the same time i dont...wats wrong with me...i shouldnt be worrying about this...but it plauges me so... i really need 2 get my grades up...last interim 4 A's a D an 2 F's...my 4th period teacher gave me n F 4 NO REASON iv done everything...an missed one test...but tht cant b it..cuz i had a B+....i seriously think he's racist... an yea...i think thats it for today <3PEACE&LOVE<3

why is it tht whn life suddenly seems 2 b lookin up it last 4 lyke a day an thn it plunges back down under....well my dads all better now...but now his dad is sick..really sick...to the point where doctors r sayin they cant do ne thing for him ne more....he wont eat an hes stoped takin his medicine..im praying for him..and evelin who has officialy had the worst weekend of her life..its not fair she doesnt even deserve all tht bullshit she's getting from her parents....an my parents totally pissed me off this weekend..lyke 4 wun my dad thought i was pregnant cuz i was complain bout cramps..w/e i kno im not tht stupid so w/e screw thm...i feel so weird 2day..im liek distracted from everything and i feel so distant from everyone...instead of havin lunch wit brian an adrieana i came 2 thelibrary...now i gtg.. peace&love

okai so im in the library 2nd period..im suposed 2 b researching current events for russia but i dont feel liek it..plus im 2 hyped up..2dai is the last dai of skool b4 the holidays!!!an i hav already gotton sum gifts an a card.so i feel loved.aha but yea also i am no longer single:) i am estatic!!liek 4 ex i was singing these cheesy random songs yesterdai an liek smiling all dai....yea.. an alotta pl hav noticed..so im guessin tht means im doin better thn i was last month...thts good...i hope things stay good 4 awhile tho YYYYYYYYAAYYYYYYYYYYY im SOOO happy! i liek Love life rite now..an ima live it 2 da extent bein strong does pay off.... hmm the bells gonna ring soon..tht means i hav 4th period next!!YES!! LOL but yea i hope evryone has a very good break<3 HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

i wish i could stop crying so much,i wish i could take something that would make me stop crying...its liek every little thing sets me off....ok heres wat happened i was arguing wit my stupid spoiled brat of a sister an she kept tellin me 2 shut up so i LIGHTLY splashed her with water an she slapped me really hard so i kinda half pushed half hit her face an cuz of her stupid glasses she started screaming i mean literally screraming liek she was on fire or something.so my mom comes doesnt ask wat happened ,as usual an immediatly get blamed.wthf!!!!!jus typing this makes me burn up.im typin this as both of them are out fixing her glasses i swear i didnt even hit her hard she ALWAYS ALWAYS exaggerates everything an im not exagerating when i say she is the biggest drama quees iv ever known im in hell i hate them both especially my mom ..shes not my mom the way shes been actin lately she never tries 2 understand and she loves rubbin all tthis shyt in my face and yellin at me...no wonder im practically deaf. i thought getting all this out wud help me feel better cuz i tried splashiong cold water on my face liek 3 times but all it does is make me feel numb b4 i start tearing up agian and now im jus bawlin an i can barely c wat im typing....all this time im wondering who can i talk 2 ?no one .. i hav never felt so alone than i do now....i wish sumone had jus killed me instead of some innocent person cuz i at least hav a reason..nothing to keep me going...and everyday i wonder....wud things b different if my padrino was still alive?i wish i had known him.... god i hate living liek this,i hate feeling liek this.. somehow my moms form of punishment is makin me cook dinner(liek i dont do that every freakin day) and by telling me i cant go 2 chris's party...(jenny,mi sister thinks thats y im crying,cuz i cant go...if onli she knew)thats wat gets me even more she acts liek im some shallow person with no feelings..I DONT CARE ABOUT THE STUPID PARTY AND I COULD CARE LESS IF I WENT OR NOT.ITS HOW SHE TREATS ME THAT GETS ME actually theres is somthin she did that really blows she took away my stereo isnt that a little extreme???if i cant hav my music im basically empty..it kills me i cant listen 2 anything but her stupid rants about how im acting immature wit no respect IM IMATURE??? I HAVE NO RESPECT???/ hmm well lets talk about her precious little favorite who is always extra touchy an has no respect for anyone but her self not even 4 our dog all my mom seriously cares about is: her plants(stupid) my sister cindy keeping the house spotless and not lookin bad in front of people could she b any more shawlow o wait i guess i cant really blame her..its all that crazy shit shes been througt thats made her physco i really not only things shes either crazy or right on the edge but she seriously needs help maybe so do i.....or maybe i jus need 2 get out

well iv noticed i havnt realli been updating an i shud more often cuz i thinks it s liek sum sort of therepy 4 me which is good.... well today is veterns day so theres no skool 2day an im at home stuck wit all these stupid chores my mom left me an as usuall i got more cuz im the oldest but w/e life has been pretty rocky 4 liek da past month or so...or maybe jus since skool started...or whn i broke up wit cris...i dont even kno...how sad is that?...well i guess tht was the 1st thing but basically everything started 2 go downhill after my dad had his heart attack. u wud think that after sumthin liek tht life wud start 2 look up..jus the opposite... on the brightside i went 2 the dentist yesterday,NO CAVITIES!!! but besides that i seem 2 b experiencing a lot of emotions rushing 2 me an clinging 2 me at the same time an it makes me feel liek i dont have control over my emotions anymore..or maybe even myself and it jus sux cuz it makes everything more complicated then ever...i think i might even have clinical depression or something.. cuz i tend 2 feel sleepy alot i tend 2 cry over small thing i can get upset easily an at times i feel liek my whole existance is worthless and meaning less and thn i think about it take a deep breath an hope that there is a way i can get through this.... urgh!and im sick of dealing wit all dis guy bullshit first that whole chris thing where we pissed each other off and didnt talk 4 2 weeks and we only jus started talkin onli b/c of melva an vanne...jerk shudnt hav needed sumone 2 tell him 2 talk 2 me if he really did want 2...(if u read this idc cuz its my diary an im pissed off) steven...sometimes idk...he told me he lieked me but u wud think sumthin wud hav happened by now...idk...i feel liek i really liek him but at times im liek screw this i dont need guys...cuz even rite now i dont want a boyfriend,i jus got out of a loong one and dont wana go rushing in2 another wun....i dont want the commitment or the responsibility....but if he does ask me or w/e as sum ppl claim he will(which i doubt)..idk...c?i cant even make up my mind about all this!omg!argh! well i guess ill go start on my slavework now....i hope i kin go out an do sumthin fun...hope sumone calls me or sumthin...mayb ill go over 2 patricias.. dunno Peace out Bitches

Sunday morning blues always about you I wake up alone in a big room Got myself to blame for all my bad moods And I really wish that I didn't feel this way I want to break the circle but the circle won't break I don't wanna spend another night Trying to figure why you are always on my mind woah All I know you keep me coming back for more Even when I think I've had enough When I tell you that it's over now we're done Don't let go, just keep coming back for more You keep me coming coming coming coming back for more I'm coming coming coming coming back Two weeks and three whole days and I give in I was doing so good but you always win And I really wish sometimes that we would just move on But what would I be doing if you were gone? You always find a way to make me want to stay You'll never get away from me I don't wanna spend another night Trying to figure why you are always on my mind woah All I know you keep me coming back for more Even when I think I've had enough When I tell you that it's over now we're done, ooh Don't let go just keep coming back for more You keep me coming back for more

well it looks liek me an chris r bak on talking terms but tht idiot has gone off an ticked da other Evelin off so mayb ill join in wit her an not talk 2 him agin....this shud be an intrestin week.... an o yea Steven said he Lieks me!!!!!!<3 Sunday morning blues always about you I wake up alone in a big room Got myself to blame for all my bad moods And I really wish that I didn't feel this way I want to break the circle but the circle won't break I don't wanna spend another night Trying to figure why you are always on my mind woah All I know you keep me coming back for more Even when I think I've had enough When I tell you that it's over now we're done, ooh Don't let go, just keep coming back for more You keep me coming coming coming coming back for more I'm coming coming coming coming back Two weeks and three whole days and I give in I was doing so good but you always win And I really wish sometimes that we would just move on But what would I be doing if you were gone I don't wanna spend another night Trying to figure why you are always on my mind woah All I know you keep me coming back for more Even when I think I've had enough When I tell you that it's over now we're done, ooh Don't let go, just keep coming back for more You always find a way to make me want to stay You'll never get away from me I don't wanna spend another night Trying to figure why you are always on my mind woah All I know you keep me coming back for more Even when I think I've had enough When I tell you that it's over now we're done, ooh Don't let go just keep coming back for more You keep me coming coming coming coming back for more Coming back for more You keep me coming coming coming coming back for more Just keep me coming back for more

its private emotions that fill me up tonight as the silence falls between myself and the rest of the world,and the shadows steal the light.... i jus feel liek jotting random things down.. i jus came back from a long run an now my mind has gone from blank an steady 2 slammed wit thoughts from every whichever directions i hate whn u say u dont understand,i wana b wit the energy not wit the enemy i need a place 4 my head...u tried 2 take the best of me,GO AWAY! i had an intrestin convo wit chris....still makes me feel bad tho.. i wish he could get over me an i wish i cud get over these stupid guys...but yea... RemorsefulDeadx: well yea.:-) happy joy joy. xxSweetstxxSinxx: ren an stimpy RemorsefulDeadx: yea i know you should go watch them itll make you happy xxSweetstxxSinxx: 2bad they got cancelled xxSweetstxxSinxx: ima watch longest yard RemorsefulDeadx: ok thats nice im off now. feel better gimme a call this weekend if you can xxSweetstxxSinxx: sure xxSweetstxxSinxx: later thn xxSweetstxxSinxx: hav fun 2morow RemorsefulDeadx: NO your seriously not goin? xxSweetstxxSinxx: prob not RemorsefulDeadx: :-( no fun w/o evy xxSweetstxxSinxx: ha yea ryte xxSweetstxxSinxx: its better xxSweetstxxSinxx: no drama RemorsefulDeadx: nah to you see your smile makes my day even if there is drama xxSweetstxxSinxx: if thats tru thn mayb there is a reason behind my existance RemorsefulDeadx: yea there is ..oh well i really gotta go. ill ttyl xxSweetstxxSinxx: okai xxSweetstxxSinxx: bai RemorsefulDeadx: bye chula *sigh* i cant belive my mom goes nuts ova a c...an f i understand..dont even hav an f...lowest grades r d an c.... damn

i hate mai life!!!!i kno thts so stero typical but i dont kno wat else 2 say.... im so sick of all dis shyt i hav 2 go thru at home so sick of the critisism im sick of being accused of things i dont do or even think of doing im sick of feeling liek im always doin sumthin wrong sick of crying mai self 2 sleep sick of havin all the weight on me an thn bein told i dont do anythin sick of bein told i need 2 apply myself whn i work mai ass off sick of tryin 2 b convinced tht skool is everything i need 2 survive in life this is bullshyt!!!! dont exactly kno why but last nite both of mai parents started gettin on mai case an i ended up crying harder thn i hav in a long tyme..liek sumwun had died...took a shower hopin id feel better but i cried the whole time...cried maiself 2 sleep an woke up wit swollen eyes...who ever thought mai life was easy...pssh wat a crock... i feel liek im dying inside whether my parents kno it or not their words slice their accusations hammer the things they think about me tear they could stab me with a knife an it wudnt make any difference 2 wat theyre doin 2 me

so mai dad finally came home yesterdai an i hope tht means tht hes better an he'll get better. i was worried tht i was gonna get in trubl cuz i took the emberdale bus wit patricia which iz liek 3 looong blocks frm mai house an thn we stopped at 7-11 so thn i got home liek 20 minutes late an the whole time me an patricia were walkin home we were practicing wat i wud say since im sucha bad liar....i was liek yea patricia needed help wit her locker an bai the time we got out the buses in the tunnel had left so we had 2 take the other wun..which iz particially tru but yea im glad i didnt get any grief about cuz da last thing i need iz 4 me 2 b the cause of another problem thtll make mai dad worse. hmmm ingrids quince is dis weekend evelins goin 2 so it shud b fun...hopefulli there wil b sum hotties (LoL) tht ax me 2 dance but if not ill jus chill an dance wit evelin an mai sisters....wat else o yea i hav a car wash 2 go 2 tomorow. IF U LIVE IN VA GO 2 THE CARWASH AT THE MOBIL JIFFY LUBE ON SMOKETOWN ROAD!!!!!!!!! (or maybe its on minniville idont remember) we're fundraising 2 go 2 NY 2 sing in carnegie hall!!!!! hmmm homecoming ...very stressful i still dont hav a date..supposedly steven iz gonna ax me but idk yet liek i said if i dont find a date ima go wit ashli ....plus im tryin 2 go 2 da freedom homecomin wit erika which shud b fun aighty well ima roll out PEACE&LOVE<3

wow life has taken a turn 4 da worse..mai dad had a heart attack late friday nite and is currently in the hospital,mai grandmas sick...an since mai dads not workin i think now we're gonna hav money problems... i cant beleive a few months ago i wanted a sweet 16 party..i mean i jus had a quince an all...now tht i look back on it iv realized tht i was pretty selfish..i dont want one anymore all i want is 4 noone 2 die an 4 everyone 2 get better.....i also hope tht we find mai padrino...this iz wat i basiczlly pray 4 very nite....plus tht i do well in skool *sigh* i feel liek im growin up so fast..i never realli had much of a normal child hood i guess after liek age 10....its liek now...im an adult or sumthin cuz i try 2 help out an sumtimes it seems liek wat i do is never enuf...i cook,i clean,help out mai sisters....but i wonder....iz it all enuf,wat more can i do 2 not c those tired faces on mai parents....while tryin 2 meet theyr expectations..especially in skool im tryin 2 keep mai grades up an get involved...i wana stay after skool cuz i dont wana b home an i need after skool activities but i cant help but feel guilty about how i should b at home..... i never imagined tht the things i thought cud make me happy make me feel worse about maiself...im givin up on mike cuz well i guess we're jus 2 different,an i never get 2 talk 2 hima n whn i do it seems liek he doesnt....w/e fuck him im better off w/o him.....i thought tht one dai meant sumthin 2 him guess not....estupid preps.... Newais i am hopin i find a date 4 homecoming cuz i realli want 2 go sinc ei didnt last year..i was thinkin mike but yea..not so much......if i dont find a hot date ill jus got wit ash,cuz she needs wun 2 on the briteside this cute white boi in mai p.e class thinks im hot!:) tht makes me kinda excited cuz iv never had a guy straight out say tht 2 me(tht i wasnt goin out wit)..i think its cool so yea we'll c where things go from here <3Peace & Love<3

y does everything bad always happen 2 me?..an its always mai fault 2...i kin b such an idiot..anywai...me an cris broke up on fridai...lota reasons...i still feel bad..an now everyone keeps callin me a heart breaker cuz..yea iv always been da wun who breaks up wit the gui dont ask me y..i dont kno it jus happens....ever since thn i keep hearing "shake it off"...hmm coincidense? omg i cant believe skool is about 2 start..this tuesdai!!!omg i soo do not wana go bak..but i do wana c everywun tho....i think ima drop ap..the assignments stupid an i dont think ill get it dun on time especially since mai FREAKIN COMPUTER RAN OUTTA INK!!!!!!!!shyt,....shyt,shyt(LoL) omg red eye waz tiight i went 2 c it wit Erika an Anferny on thursdai...it waz soooo much freakin FUN!!!!!!!tht was the best tyne iv had in a while w/o having 2 worry about...an well now tht im single i hav wun less thing 2worri about so yea.. i kin now focus on mai othr problems...great... aighty well ima go try an work on mai stupid ass asignment. <3Peace&Love<3 .....I gotta shake you off Cause the loving ain't the same And you keep on playing games Like you know I'm here to stay I gotta shake you off Just like the Calgon commercial I really gotta get up outta here And go somewhere I gotta shake you off Gotta make that move Find somebody who Appreciates all the love I give Boy I gotta shake you off Gotta do what's best for me Baby and that means I gotta Shake you off By the time you get this message It's gonna be too late So don't bother paging me Cause I'll be on my way... Well at first I didn't know But now it's clear to me.... Hold up, my phone's breakin' up I'ma hang up and call the machine right back I gotta get this off of my mind You wasn't worth my time So, I'm leaving you behind Cause I need a real love in my life Save this recording because I'm never coming back home Baby, I'm gone Don't cha know.... I gotta shake you off Cause the loving ain't the same And you keep on playing games Like you know I'm here to stay I gotta shake you off Just like the Calgon commercial I really gotta get up outta here And go somewhere I gotta shake you off Gotta make that move Find somebody who Appreciates all the love I give Boy, I gotta shake you off Gotta do what's best for me Baby, and that means I gotta Shake you off..... *SIGH*

*sigh* hav u ever had tht feeling whn ur looking 4ward 2 sumthin an thn whn it comes it isnt as much fun as u thought it wud be? well ever since jenny came mi mom has been well iuno exactly but liek ignoring me,its liek she lieks jenny better cuz shes always talkin an laughin an jokin wit her,an tellin her all dese stories bout her dad.an i wonder wat a bout me,its liek hello im still ur duaghter!and her dad waz mai padrino(godfather)and i miss him just as much as jenny does. i dont have NE thing against jenny i love her 2 death an she too sees how different mai mom acts around each of us.its liek the onli time mai mom notices me iz whn she wants me 2 do sumthin liek chores...an whn she does the list is endless yea an her 20 year old boyfriend came 2 visit her yesterdai from MD so yea tht waz fun for her.she waz a nervous wreck whn she waz gettin ready.it waz so cute but cuz hes liek 3 years older i didnt wana leave her alone so i stayed downstairs wit thm 2 watch a movie.but tht didnt stop thm from mackin on each othr while i waz still there!but yea im glad she was happy.they looked soo cute 2gether all cuddled up on the couch.i waz liek awww an it made me think of how stupid mi lil dispute wit cris had been,but we made up:) yea so 2dai after a list of chores 4 me,we're suposed 2 go 2 da ppool but i cant go in cuz i got dis nasty ass cut on mai foot frm dis stupid nail.its liek all deep an shyt an im not tryin 2 risk gettin it infected or w/e..an plus i think i got the painters in...(erika u shud kno wat tht means lol)so yea mayb ill jus go 2 da library an TRY 2 work on mai AP assignment so yea wat else..... oO YEA! i finally got a myspace if anyof u guis hav wun drop bai my site an show sum luv. mi user name is BabyN3Na ill be sure 2 add u guis as mai friends 2 aighty well this slave has gotta go start her chores..LoL <3PEACE & LOVE<3

YAAY im not stupid after all!i changed mai pic all bai maiself wat do yall think? bet yall miss mai ass huh? lolz j/p..N-Ewayz me n jenny stayed up late yesterdai...she waz talkin 2 her man.awwww ahe jus saw him 4 da 1st tyme in liek a year.it waz sooo cute.he waz all surprised.cuz he had no clue we were comin up 2 md. his facial expression waz so cute whn he saw her.hiz eyebrow went up an he kept saring at her,an holding her hand an stuff, i waz liek awwwww so yea thn i talked 2 cris which waz a funni convo cuz jennis phone kept turning off.LoL aww man ashlis last practice iz 2day an den da quince iz 2morow!omg...itz gonna b alotta fun i REALLY REALLY hope i dont screw up an i hope i remember everything... yea aighty well i think ima go eat sum breakfast now...or lunch..LoL <3PEACE & LOVE<3

OMG YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JENNY'S HEEEREEE!!! OMG I AM SOOOOO FREAKIN ESTATIC!!!! jenny iz mai godsister...mai padrinos daughter,an mai moms godchild so yea mai mom iz her madrina...but yea neways she came frm L.A on mondai an shes stayin 4 2 1/2weeks!!! we picked her up at the airport around 1am so i guess it waz tuesday..thn we went 2 eat at IHOP i had no idea they were open 24 hrs.(lol how sad) whn we got home around 2..me an jenny stayed up till 5am..jus talkin...it felt nice it waz liek one of those movies were best friends stay up an they talk about girl stuff...liek sumthin iv always wanted 2 do..an so yea..it waz cool..neway we woke up at 10:30 cuz mai godbrother(jenny's bro)danny called her cell an the ring tone waz realli loud so i literally jumped up it waz pretty funny..so den last nite we went 2 sleep liek at 2:30ish we were messin round,listenin 2 reggeaton an thn we called Edguardo an old family friend an so we jus talkin 2 him an stuff an i waz rememberin how he used 2 chase me around callin me his gf whn we were lil kidz..aha goodtimes..den i called cris an tht waz funn until we both got realli sleepy so thn we hung up an went 2 sleep..awww an 2dai we woke up at 11:30....yea so now we're jus chillin an lookin at our mai spaces mine:BabyN3Na hers:Babydoll hit me up! anywai...this iz so great..an now i cant wait till ashlis quince...but itz da last wun of da summa so im kinda bummed im also bummed cuz i wanted 2 go 2 da movies yesterdai wit ERikA..itz been awhile since iv hung out wit her..an i wish we cud chill more*sigh*i feel bad cuz i cant cuz shes had a rough couple of weeks..itz liek i shud b there 4 her more...but i cant cuz of estupid reasons but yea life iz good an bad ryte now..im glad jenny is here cuz i missed her ALOT!an yea also mai mom doesnt yell at me much cuz she here but she still favors mai sisters ovr me an blames practically everything on me even tho she wont admit it...*sigh* o well laterz yall <3Peace an Love<3

Check it out!i finally changed dis thing!wit cri's help of course but i changed mi pic all bai mi self!!!cris helped wit the backround tho so i cant take all the credit omg i amm soo tired yesterdai i went 2 Kings dominion wit Ashli an Cris..josh wud hav come 2 but he weht 2 a concert. anywai mi new favorite ride is volcano!tht ride iz da shyt!!!first ur in the tunnel an nex thing u kno u c the sky an it goes reall fast omg waz all i cud say(LoL) i waz bout 2 go on the new tomb raider ride but it waz to late cuz the park closed.An ashli kept annoying everyone cuz she kept sayin cris's brother waz "so cute!"...but at least i got mai funnel cake!:)mmmmm i love funnel cake! yea so thn things went downhill whn mai mom realized wre were missing the car key..we didnt find it..so we had 2 call mai dad 2 come give us the extra key..an it took 4ever cuz we live an hour away an there waz mad traffic...we got home at liek 2:30 am! so the day started out bad wit mai mom goin psyco freak on me an mi sisters in da morning..an thn we got stranded at KD.. aight well ia go finish mai chores an w/e so l8er PEACE & LOVE

didn't know exactly what you want evelyn, but yea i did something. tell me if you want to change anything Amor &hearts

Yes!i finally got the my chemical romance C.D!!!it iz soooo fuckin awsum!iv been listenin 2 it All dai! i got it at tower records yesterdai after picking up mi dress 4 vanne's quince (this saturdai!) well actually i snuck over 2 tower records while mi mom was shopping next door.it felt great!yea it was a simple thrill...fun 2... hmmm i went 2 the beach on last sat an i got super dark...an i got stung bai stupid jellifish,omg it hurt liek hell! mi mom invited cris's mom so yea he was there an it was kinda weird cuz a lot of mi familia waz there an yea he saw me in a bathing suit an waz no doubt checking me out the whole time....*sigh*boys....lol lets c 2dai waz pretty good i watched seed of chucky which was kinda estupid,an i talked 2 cris an adriana on the phone..an thn i made this yummy dinner,chicken breast,rice an salad..it waz soo good.... yea so ryte now im wonderin who left me tht anonomous comment in mi last entry..i dunno if it waz a joke or an insult..but i jus wana kno who left it ..an obviously if it wasnt ment as a joke U R A PINCHE COBARDE 4 LEAVING IT ANONOMOUSLY!!!!! an now i am off 2 watch da O.C... Peace&Love