well... i'm in another crappy mood I just had a really blah day... Brittany asked me to go on vaca. with her, and well thats awsome. But i can't go because her vacation starts 10 days before drivers ed ends!! soo that blew for a bit. Then my mom just made me feel so completely stupid about wanting to go with britt. So then she gets home, and we make a special trip to ONE place for a job. Yay, another awsome resturant :( but like... its funny how she bashes EVERYTHING i want to do. But when theres a place she wnats me to work at, and i say no because only scrubby people work there, she says "stephanie stop so picky about it, god, your so selfish" its stupid! its like i can only just even apply at the places that she wants me to, when she feels like taking me. And then on the way home, she was singing to the fucking radio!!! so then finally she changed so the station, and a bunch of sad songs came on that reminded me, of well, just things... and i got teary eyed thinking about every single mistake i've made and how i wish i could just take things back... but yea, i'm sorry this entry has been just one huge complaint, but i needed to get this out, because i don't really feel good. and i'm like wicked sad... soo yea write later