well i hung out with Steve today... He came over, and i got in a thing with my mom, Its funny... he saw my real family and he still stays :) well yea. It was amazing. I REALLY beleive that i love him. Alot... i know it sounds crazy but i really, really do. I started singing fn songs and stuff, and showing him what kind of music i listen to. And then i let him hear the song that reminds me of him most. And towards the end of the night, i was dancing with him and playing at the same time to this one song. But like... i full out sang to him. "when you kiss me" by shania twain. I Really sang to him. No one in my entire life has ever heard my voice, i was in chorus in 9th grade and not even they heard me really sing. I was always really embarressed, but steve says he loves my voice :) i love him.. well it was an amazing moment and i just wanted to make a note of it ♥