If there is one thing I can say to........everything, it would be "I Dont Know" Im so insecure, I always have a problem with the way I look, always. Its like that with everything tho, I feel like I can never do anything right. It feels so much like Im just missing something out of my life. I need something to hold on to, I need someone to keep warm, I need someone to kiss, I need someone to cuddle with. I want to be in love again. This might be the most "emo" entry youll ever read in your entire life, but i dont care. When people are philosophical it usually pisses me off, but Im doing it now. Its like sometimes I feel like I need to find out why Im here....but thats not it at all, I think life is why we are here. To experiance things, to fall in love, to have best friends, to have good times and bad ones too. I am so thankful for all of my friends, they are what keep me going and what wake me up in the morning. I wish I could name them but I shouldnt, you know who you are. I can honestly say I would die for my friends, hell, we almsot have already died together, a few times. The past year has been amazing, I have learned so much about life, people and everything, I cant explain it. So Im still here. Im still searching. but then again, Im found. I found myself. Breathe in the life. Itll get you higher. ♥