Things have been happening. My good friends friend just got hit by a car today and died. I feel awful. I wish I could do something. Tonight I went downtown with the band and other ppl. Walked around, ate, kool stuff, kool people. By the end of the night it was just Matt, Beckett, Chris and I. We had the longest most heart to heart.......to heart to heart talk ever. We talked about everything. I love those guys. It makes me realize how much I need and depend on my friends and this band. They are what keep me going now... I never thought I would but I do♥ ♥fuck ♥ PS: "COUGH COUGH hi...my names Mike"