today was one of the hardest days ever. today was the funeral. it was a good funeral. he got a 3 gun salute [all they could get everyone was busy] and he got a flag and a flag folding cerimony. it was beautiful. something he deserved. haha when i got in the car i was like mom who were those blonde boys? and she's like umm u use to play with them when u were little. and i was like and who are they???? it was funnnnnny. so besides that. today was a very hard day...i don't think i have cried more in my entire life. ever. -bath tub time- im glad sitdiary is back up. =]