I know I'm always contradicting myself, but I guess it's because I'm soo unsure of everything. Even the things I think I know, I fiind myself questioning it. I don't know if being in love is good for me. I guess it's because I take things I normally wouldn't. I really love him, maybe too much. He can the best persoon in the world but at times he says really stupid and hurtful sh*t. I don't know if we should stay together or break up. I love him but I don't know. Maybe it's not even love, maybe it's just routine. I don't know.