here i am all dolled up with no where to go. i'm not going to see my boyfriend today. i miss him. he won't be here to fight with my ex and to touch my hair. *sniffles* maybe i can go see him. i was thinking about taking the bus and metro to his house but i am really bad with directions. i'll get lost. but i guess it's a risk i can take. i hope i don't get kidnapped and raped by some psychopath...lol. right. Countdown to HIM show: 5 DAYS