I have finally cooled off from my "I heart Ellison and miss him soooooo much!!" phase. What can I say? I move on quickly. However I still completely adore this boy and I'm still looking forward to seeing him again. 6 more days... Tonight I get to go to the Loft (puke on you, venue who likes to show my butt to the world), and refill on weed and music. Tomorrow I'm hoping to see Moving Units. Oh god I do I pray that I can see them. I think it would be phenominal. To get in the spirit, I re-downloaded some songs. I think I will be tres-depressed if I don't get to go. But then again, I'll probably just take the normal route of "Oh well...." Exciting things that happened today: - I found my medicated chapstick under my bed - I sewed. Poorly. But I still did it. Yeah, my life isn't that exciting. Exciting things that will happen: - Moving Units (if I pray to the lord jesus christ enough and get a ride) - seeing friends - weed refill - burnt cd offering from a lovely giving friend - live music offering from some lovely awkward men (can I call them men?) - job (=money) This is an incredibly pointless entry. I'm just bored. I guess I could do my makeup.. which takes 10 minutes. Or, I could download more of Godspeed! You Black Emperor.. which would take about 1 minute and then I would leave the computer. Let's just face it: when I'm not super crazy over a boy and thinking about him every second, my art work (including writting) turns to crap. Disgusting how much relies on guys.