Yes it's true I actually do do do! have a crush on him. And it feels lovely. I figured that thinking about him every night when I go to sleep and every morning when I wake up constitutes as a crush. He's off on vaca for a week and with fairly good timing. Things are really starting to bloom and with this break I'll find out if I'm really ready to start something with him. I can think of so many great things about him, the list is very very long. And the negatives? That's the thing.. there aren't any. Except that he'll let me control him. But what can you expect out of highschool boys? I'm not going to use my power over him for any evil. In fact, I'm trying to not use it at all. I like feeling like an equal. Today I went to the market. It's a disgusting and trashy market, however I can get a lot done just with one trip. I got a little excersize in and got out of the house, I went to the bank to pick up money, then continued across the street to the grocery store to buy milk and tampons, then continued on my way to return library books, then next door to return movies and rent more. And then on the way home I picked blackberries and strawberries and had a fairy-sized feast. On the way up to my house I got the mail, and discovered that the Ojai Shakespeare group is performing Much Ado About Nothing and Macbeth in August. I used to go into Libbey Bowl every summer for those plays when I was a wee one and still lived in Ojai. My dad worked on them, training the actors in fencing. I think this is a great opportunity for a date! I'm very much looking forward to that. Hopefully things work out for longer than a couple weeks.