Secrets. I was feeling depressed today so I rented The Notebook and All the Real Girls. I want to cry a lot. But I still have homework to do. The real world gets in the way of my real and pure emotions. hah. Liar. I wasn't very excited at my sister's wedding. or very supportive of my sister. At least now I'm becoming more sympathetic. I might volunteer at a hospital. I always fit myself into the bad girl role because it was my role. I now realize that it didn't fit me as well as I thought it did.