My eyes feel gluey. I'm tired, and it's too late for me considering I have to be at school at 10 tomorrow. 10!?! Yes, 10. I don't know how I'm going to do that and then go to work. Ughhhhh. Today I had a real Ellison day again. I ran on the beach, we ate french fries, we listened to hip hop. All with Wes. I really don't mind him being there. Ellison and I have this sort of relationship were it's sort of like we're buddies. We "hang out" instead of date. I guess this is because we were good friends for quite a while. But then this added attraction, this possibility of something more, has added sort of a -ting- to our relationship. And don't it feel good. I definately notice him touching me a little bit more. Of course, I get squeemish, and he never touches me long, but this is only because we're both so nervous. I'm just glad we're on the same level. Oh, and he actually asked me out on a date. Well, sort of. I like to call it a date. He asked if I wanted to get something to eat with him before Saturday's show. And now we're going to Zoey's. I know this will be sort of romantic. I mean, it's a date! And it's Zoey's! Ooooh I hope when we arrive to the show we will be cute... I like cute couples. I just had a conversation with Wes online about Ellison. It was highly reassuring. I feel pretty good about this. Still scared, but not to the point where I'm thinking about turning around. As long as I keep Maroon 5's new song in my head, I feel okay. So, next order of business..... Aaron, my sister's fiance, was over when I took Ellison and Wes up to my humble abode. Aaron is beautiful. He is seriously one of the hottest men around. And my sister got him. Grrrrrrr. I'm feeling jealousy towards her again. I think it's just because I haven't seen her in a while. Anyways, he gained about 10 pounds and he's pulling off the singer from maroon 5's look. Shaved head and beard. Defined features. Grr he's good looking. Mohl just signed on, it's 1 o' clock, and I have to be up reaaaaaally early.