It felt to as if I hadn't been on this site for a year. Turns out it was only a month... haha oh how i enjoy my writing. I was checking my previous entries and damn i do sound a little emo, but they were written without the fear of judgement, pure raw emotions, things that i don't tell anyone, and from what i can see.. My emotions aren't that good. In this previous month, and whenever i hadn't written on this thing, things have happened. but not a lot of things, just certain forgettable and unremarkable details

i got tumblr: i get terrible distracted with posts and pictures, interesting stuff. I'm glad there's a place to express yourself in different ways... not that im saying that it's better than you sitdiary ;)

Im still friends with the Asian girl: she's cool..

i havent gone to centi lately.. i think im trying to avoid the "Akwardness" hahaha.

i havent talked to jimmy in a while... maybe a month or so.. i miss talking to him.. mostly when i have free time to remember things.. i dont know what to think of how i feel. i feel i love him. i want him. i feel i cant forget him. but my mind is telling me to let go, and even more, its telling me that i might want to hold onto him only to have someone who actually loves me -even though im doubting that now- Love, such a funny thing. I dont wanna get involved anymore. I think Ill just become asexual. yee.

I need a job for Christ's sake, im really broke, and im really lazy too, why why!?

I need to wear my glasses often. damn why can't I learn !?

I need to volunteer.

I need God,. i need to STOP doing bad stuff.. erg why is it so hard? why do I have to be a human being and not like a CAT?!

I went shopping a while ago. it made me very very satisfied and now im in extreme need of that money. ironic.

what else? Oh Guys are jerks in this glorious first-world country. i havent had a boyfriend for a year and i wont have one until .. umm never actually

and im outta here. but before i go. i must pay my dearest respects to a person i knew

Salvador , Rest In Peace..