I feel frustrated because I can't let you go. I'm trying not to love you and to forget about you because I'm clearly not a part of your life anymore... and that's what hurts the most.. knowing that you couldnt care less, that you have left me to the side. Why am I holding on to this? Maybe its because I have never had a connection with someone like the one I had with you. I can't explain the emotions that ran through my body everytime i kissed you. I felt like my heart was going to pop out of my chest everytime I saw you.. and to this date, two years later, i even feel that way when I see your picture or your name. [Why do feelings exist?]

But I'm commited to move on, even if it's the hardest thing for me to do. I'm commited to forget your name, your face, the smell of your skin, the way you looked at me, your kisses, our moments. My name is R.M. I'm in love with a memory BUT COMMITED TO MOVE ON.