I'm fucking sick of this world. my head hurts and my soul aches to see everything that is happening around us but nobody cares. can't anyone else see it? people go through some many things to do something decent for themselves and then you got these rich kids shopping for fucking two thousand dollars of insignifant clothing. what are they gonna do with that shit? wear it, make it a part of their bodies that will nevertheless always age and then throw them away. what could other people do with those two thousand dollars? buy food for a year if you ask me. food that will help them survive and actually have a ultimate purpose. but we dont care in this society and it makes me sick how cold we are. and if you ask them , they will say. "well, somebody has to go through it" or 'it balances the world" what the flying fuck? are you fucking serious? Why are we so tangled in problems that are not even real and blinded to the world around us?

I feel so small and insignificant and unable to make a difference and it saddens me. I want people to realize so many things but they cant . why must we be like this? ruled by fear in a society that drowns us in consumption and hatred? ruled by racism, sexism and our inability to missunderstand one another? My brain seriously hurts from all these thoughts and sometimes I can't sleep wondering if the world will ever be a just place. or at least a place where people try! when will we realize that we're spending all of our time and effort in things that will fade away ? things that don't matter.