Im here. sitting on my bed.. thinking about a million things

i should be at school.. but i just didnt feel like going today

im reading a poem's book my friend gave me

I should be more responsible and go to class but i have missed a considerable amount of days for the past 2 months and i have 85 in all my classes

that doesnt make me smart.. i have studied that before so all this repetition is stuck in my head

im tired of everything. i want to sleep for three days straight

i want someone to love me.