I hope I die alone. If I was buried next to SlipKnoT, that would be an honour. I can't even get a damn GIRLFRIEND! My friends can never tell that I love them more than anything, and I feel as if I'm going to cry, because I can't even reach out and tell them I love them. I'd like to smack Robby, yet I wanna go up to him, say Friends again?, then shake his hand. I bet he won't even let me. I have registration tomorrow and I can't even sleep. If I cry...nobody will know... Brittany, I love you... You know it If you were with Robby, seriously, I'd be happier than ever for you. My scars are showing. I need to cover them up with makeup or a bracelet. I cut yesterday.