It is very rare that I'm quite serious. I'm going thru that point in my life where I have to realize I need to make good decisions. As in - No longer a little kid. I am realizing that love can be an object, yet I do it all the time. I don't want to be hurt. Not again. After what Sammy did, I can only think of David, how he loves me, how he would never hurt me, all that stuff. I just know that I would not want to go back out with him for the 6th time. I really do not want to go thru all of that again. It is like a rebellion. I cannot help but love my friends. I am hopeless. I want passion, love, anything of that nature, yet passion - I cannot seem to cause or get anymore. I have this deepset feeling in my heart that tells me who is doing what, who loves who, in between. Therefore, my friends, I love you until my dying day. Misty, my love, I never want to leave you again. What Sammy made me do hurt. I could tell he didn't really love me, I didn't realize it until you told me. I am so very sorry. You know I love you! When I saw you today, I honestly wanted to cry, hug you, anything I could to prove I love you. To all of my friends, you are all more than just friends. I love you with every inch of my heart, like Misty. David, stay my lover. I love ya with all my heart. Honestly, I do. Never leave me. Sammy, I hope you fucking die of HIV from nikki. Brittany, I love you. I'd have to say this friendship with you has been a bit tough since Robby, but our friendship has grown quite strong. I know I'm immature with love, religion, all those things, but I'd like you to be as strong and smart as you've always been. Rock the fuck on. Stay sweet. Robby, I love you, too..Sorry I was so rough on you, but yeah. You seem like a cool person - Honest. Just don't do anything I would do. Seriously. -weird face- Rachel, you are very fucking awesome. I know I met you just last year, but damn. You are quite gorgeous, too, and if I could, I'd date you..But hey, I'd never do anything to hurt a strong friendship. Chris ((Jackie's Chris)) rock on. I met you like in 6th grade, and since then, I have forgotten about you, I'll admit, but this reunion with you has been awesome. Keep it strong. Jackie, I love you..Last year was fucking awesome with you. Robert, How could I ever forget you? Tall bastard, you. :P You need to stay strong for Ashley. I love you, dude. Just don't pick me up. Ever. Never again. Seriously. All Friends On Here, you rock. I know that I don't have much friends here, but I love ya no matter what. Stay cool...o_O If I've forgotten you by any chance, let me know. Love, Willow the Mushy Love Dork ((lol))