Well, that song I'm listening to is ironic. I'm full out loving again, my friends are the world to me, I'm in love with my wife, and one more thing: I've a new boyfriend. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. His name is Bryan. He is SO EXTREMELY SWEET. He calls me like 10 times a day, and he knows how I much I love him back. Who knew he and I would date after 3 years of knowing each other? If I had my way, I'd be at his house loving on him like a cat. Holy fucking christ I love him. I just spilled water everywhere. Lmao..Anyway. Wow, I love him. He is teaching me to love again, and I'm no longer hurt. My heart is healing! THANK YOU SO MUCH, BRYAN. I love you to fucking death and will do ANYTHING in the world for you. My friends: You ALL mean the world to me. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! My personal fav. friends, lmao.. -Brittany -Evonna -Chris ((Davidson)) -Alessa... I LOVE YOU ALL TO DEATH. Thank you SOOOO much, Bryan.