Well, I hate the feeling that I get when I flirt with guys that I don't have huge feelings for. On AOL tonight, he asked me this: if you had me locked in your room for 24 hours and could do anything you want to me or have me do anything you wanted, what would you do/have me do And blah blah blah, his 100% honest answer was: well...id take it slow...first id start kissing you...and then id take your hand and put it down my pants and have you give me a handjob for a while...then id have you go down and give me a blowjob...and then id return the favor...then wed see where it went from there...and carry that on for a few hours... Like, I don't know what the fuck to do. I like Ryan. Not this guy. And like, I don't wanna hurt this guy, I'll call him Pizza...cos we've been friends for a while. We went thru a little thing of us liking each other. But Pizza and I, we'd be terrible together. We're a lot alike, but we wouldn't last. And I can't help laughing that he said that, cos I thought that he stopped liking me a while ago. But nope, Pizza still has to like me. I hate complicated situations...where I have no clue what to do.