Well, it's like 12:45 am. June 14, 2006. I am trying to write a short story/poem-like thing. I used to write them during last summer. Guess what, I CAN'T WRITE for shit. Obviously, I've been way to happy. Last summer, I was still a very fucked up kid. Dammit. I write EXCELLENT work when I'm sad and depressed and miserable. Yes, that hasn't happened since like...April..? Maybe...? FUCK. I needed to go a small ranting. Not a large one... My mind/heart is off somewhere else. Obviously thinking about Ryan. xoxox I loveee him.