To say that I am proud of myself, would be an understatment. I'm fucking overly joyous. WHY?? I got Ryan's phone number!!!! Teehee! ... Will I acutally pick up the nerve to call him??? Why, nope. Not really. Oh well. I called him a panda today. I'm thinking of letting him know about SPAS. I mean SPAS is like the only thing that got me liking him in the first place. Ahhhhh. I wanna talk to him. Anywhos, today is Justin's birthday. Which means I have to call him later on tonight and wish him a happy 16th. Good thing, I haven't heard that kid's voice in forever. To live life, is to love it. SO, I guess I'm living it.