Well, life. I seem to be enjoying it very much. Yesterday, that was a good day...Wednesday wasn't because Ryan wasn't there. But anyway, every time we see each other in the halls and stuff we always start talking to eachother. And yesterday, he didn't have him vocabulary book, so he came back to me...and we pretty much just talked the whole time. I have fun with him. Being with him. Talking to him. I told him that he looks good cos he was thinking of cutting his hair. And he told me that NOBODY has ever said that to him, not even his girlfriend. So, he pretty much knows that he means a lot to me. Then today, I got to miss 4th, 5th, and 6th periods because International Club went down to Lakeside School to talk to 3rd graders about "Christmas around the world"... I did Austria. & met a lot of awesome kids. :) But anyway, it was quite sad cos both classes that I have with Ryan, I missed. But anyways, on my way to mentor meetings, who do I see??? RYAN! And then, I didn't see him after that...and I didn't see him after 1st...but then, after 2nd, OMFG, there he is again. So, we talked a bit more...but he was going to the second floor and I was going to the 3rd, so it really sucked. I woulda went with him, to his classroom, but I had a test in Geometry. Anyways, then I went to eat A lunch ; highly unusual cos I'm used to C lunch. Anyways...I sat with Rothwell, Chapola, and Sean...and most of the gang from club. Then we went and spent 2 hours with the 3rd graders. Which was sooo FUCKING awesome... But I almost swore...like 5 times. :( Oh well. Then when we got in, right when me, Ari, and Lindy are walking up the stairs, there's Ryan, again. And he said something like "welcome back." And then, after 7th period (which was the period we got back during) I had to run and get my guitar from out of the office...and BOOM, there he is again. So, I talked to him, again. And he was like "How were the little midgets?" :) Ahhhh, I love to talk to him. Anywho, I think he knows that I like him. A lot. And him & Kelly are having problems. He doesn't think she even likes him...so I don't understand why he's even going out with her. Ahhhhhhhh, yes. Love. I love the feeling. I love the guy. I'm addicted to the smell of his hair. I could get high off of it. I truly have never felt this way about any guy. Not Chris, Not Willy. I'm content with it too. :) Happiness is key. And so is he.