Okay, so I haven't updated this in a while. Partially cause the site seems to be a wasteland, shame really... But mostly I've just had much more important things going on. So much has changed. Back at the time of the last entry, I was struggling with the idea of going back to Uni... as it turned out I took a leave of absence and got put on medication to... feel better. But the main thing that has changed is that I'm with someone. A really amazing girl, and the love of my life. I've known her for years, and always had a crush on her, but then she told me she liked me... and I had to put aside all my insecurities to ask her out. But I did, and since then I've been so much happier. She's just amazing, we've not been together THAT long but allready I feel so connected to her, and I can tell her anything. I know we have a future together... And that's amazing. Every second Im not with her seems forever... but it makes it better when I do get to be. This all sounds so cliche, but I suppose this is what love is. One big long list of cliche feelings. But the only reason it comes out as cliche is theres no real words to put it in, the feelings are so damn strong that I just don't know how to put it in words that haven't allready been spoken. I hope this girl will let me spend my life with her. I want to give her the world. I love everything about her, I think I made a post on a forum about it. I listed these as some of my favourite things about her How excited she got over Doctor Who - bounding over to the TV, Screaming "Come On Doctor, You'll Make It" The way she looks when she sleeps - she's not a peaceful sleeper at all, it's all movement and hitting me. But I wouldn't trade it for anything. Ever. Her complete Hatred of the TMNT - I had to take down my poster of them, cause they scared her. I pretended to mind, but it was actually really cute and just made me more crazy about her. How Stubborn She is - We're both the same way, which leads to some really funny things going on, but I love it really. Her Eyes - Argh, the most gorgeous things anyone could ever see. Lovely blue eyes, argh, amazing. Her Love Of Crappy Music - Okay, so I can't stand Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance or any of these bands... but I miss hearing them, cause when they are on, she's here. But theres so much more than that. It's just her. She's such a caring girl, the complete opposite of me. She seems to care about everyone and everything she comes across - and that's incredible. She does this thing when she sleeps, with her lip rings. It sounds like someone walking on gravel, and I miss it soo much. It's hard to sleep without it. The greatest thing in my life. My girl, my Victoria.