It's getting rougher. I can feel my being slowly unravel around me. I closed my eyes today and forgot where I was. The world dissolved around me and a new realm appeared before me. When I opened my eyes the new world fell apart and the one I've grown to dispise resurfaced. Disorrentation filled my head and memories came back in an instant. I'm so very tired right now. I fear that if I sleep I will not wake up or not wake up the same person. I've been awake scince 5AM of yesterday. The human body isn't ment to stay awake for 24 hours after a stressful day. I must sleep. I can't be scared.