quote of the day... "the things u say u dont want are the things u end up needin the most" -i made this one up :) hehe- hellooo.... okay it took me forever to get on this thing... lol okay sooo anyways... yesterday i went to the jessica simpson concert with jen julia n lexii... it was fuckin awesome!!!!! i had soooo much fun!! it took soooo long to get there cuz it was in the middle of who knows where but it was sooo cool when we got there... her sister was there 2!! they were both fyckin awesome!!!! we were 9 rows away from the stage!! AWESOME seats!!! when she came to like the side close to us we all ran out of are row n we got close up pics..the guards were like pushin us back n im like " HEYY LET ME TAKE A PIC!!" and i pushed there arms away from me!! haha i love startin trouble ;)... but yea it was soooo much funn!!! lol it was like the one funn thing about summer... it really has sucked big time soo far! ugh! anyways today i went bedroom shoping with my dad :) hehe we went to ikea!!! best store ever!!! i bought a desk tova stand n chair hehe... i put my new bed stuff on my bed n it looked sooo cute!! hehe i have my pillows n stuff n then the part against the bed i put all these pillows there 2 so my bedz like a bed/couch!! its really cool!!! hehe :) then my dad n i ordered pizza n he was busy buildin the stuff so i ordered it n the guy goes can i ask u something n i go yea.. n hes like how old are u are u like 4 or 5 and he was soo serious and im like umm no im 13 n then hes like ooo wow ur growin up so fast n i didnt even kno this guy!!! it was sooooo weird but funny!!!! hahaha!! thinkin about things... okay well i guess u can say im the kind of person that like doesnt want a boyfriend n likes to like ya kno flirt with everyone n do stuf with different people... (( people out there who dont kno me.. im not a slut lol tats just how i am :) )) okay soo anyways i dno its weird.. certain times im just like sad cuz i kind of want a boyfriend not just the guy u do stuff with n then through him away... i dnoo i kind of want a guy who will like hold me n like be there for me.. talk to me and like be my bestfriend and of course do stuff wiht lol but like in a real lovin way... like really passiate kiss me ya kno have feelin in it... i dnoo like certain things like just make me feel that way like when i was watchin fireworks on the 4th n like at the concert its just weird... like i really want to find a guy out there who is like that n i kno its prob reallllllllly hard n i prob wont find one but i dnooo it seems like thats missing ya kno... thats realy weird for me to say though lol cuz like if u kno me u kno i like to go from guy to guy but dont get me wrong im still into the wholee flirtin with every HOT guy i see!! haha n like too all my friendz... if we go to that club dont worry i'll be going crazzzy!!!! hahahha!!! well just a thought heheh... well im gonna go now... talk to u all later!!! luv ya all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -gordon :)