heyyy... my current mood.. i feel weird like i dont kno how i feel.. and its like i dnoo i cant explain it i like cant explain how i feel.. i dont even know how i feel? : its like a bunch of things but i dont kno wat the bunch of things are.. does anyone get wat i mean. its so weird. ugh. soo anyways.. yesterday was b.g days.. i thought it was going to be soooooo much funn but it wasnt at all.. i dnooo maybe cuz i had high expations on it or wat but it just wasnt wat i thought it would be. ughh i kept on runnin into people i didnt want to see. i saw like 5 people i made out with and half of them it was soo weird and like i didnt want to seee!!! ahhhh and then i saw these really weird guyz we meant and i saw these 2 girls i hate! grrr i went on like 3 rides n thats it. it was okay like a lil part of it but the other part sucked. i kind of got annoyed with some people last nite byt i dont wanna get into it. well rite now im on the phone with kitty and were talkin about wat were going tonite.. we dnoo yet lol.. people are gay. i dont like some of them. sorry random thought. ughh i dont know. no fun anymore here.. i dont really have fun. i really want a true boyfriend. someone who will actually hold me.