hellooo... quote of the day- "True knowledge exists in knowing that you know nothing." -Socrates well i've been thinking of somethings. being a teenager is harder then people think. because no matter how much advice you get, you have to make your own chose on the path to take in life. and how do you kno which one to take. well i guess some teenagers know the difference between them and know which ones are bad but what if u cant help to have a little fun even though u kno that that fun might lead into something worse actually ur almost pretty sure it will. wat do you do then? what if u want to havea little funn and u cant help urself when it comes down to it but then what happenes when u know ur on the wrong path? this are sooo confusin.. i guess i kno that i might be on the wrong path. actually i do kno im on the wrong path but the thing i dont kno is if im actually on that path yet. what if im still just entrying the beginning of all paths and just messing around with some of them. how do i control myself.i dont really kno wat to do. i feel that im going to get myself into things i kno is wrong but some of the things is just so funn but i guess i kno that fun is going to turn into things i will regret forever. maybe i think of myself as to older. no i take that back, not maybe i do think of myself as someone older. i grew up with 2 older brothers and 1 older sister that are like 7 and 10 years older then me and i look older so i guess i feel older which i guess leads me to want to do older things even though i really need to realize that im not older. isnt it weird how i kno wat to do but some how im soo confused and have no idea wat to do at the same time. i feel sluty. my friendz say im sluty but they do it in a joking way i guess but deep down i think they really think i am.. im starting to think i am 2. im confused on that 2. i used to just say "im just a wild girl" but now im starting to think, wat if my wildness has made me into something no ones respect and something that is just a quick fix. i think a lot of people are starting to think that of me. im really gettin confused. i dont kno what to do anymore. someone help me. i dont like where im heading towards. im scared.