hii... ughughughugh!!! well today we got to find out our teachers and i was kind of excited to, i dont know why soo anyways i get there and i get my teachers and i have 3 of my old 7th grade teachers!!! the 3 i hated sooooo muchhhh and there only teaching a couple classes so the team thing im on only has like 50 kids and the other one is soooo big and theres like NO ONE in my classes!! i have kristy and anita and no one else!!!!!! i hate this i dont want to go to schools its going to suck. i hate the teachers and i have NO ONE. i keep tellin myself that its okay and yeaa and it was working but then i think how like allllll my friends are with eachother and theres only 50 people in my class so WHO could be in my thing!!!!!1 ughhhh!! my dad and grandpa told me that is only a lil part of my life and that i could either complain and hate it this whole year and just deal with it. i dnoo i'll try. im just sayin to myself.. one more year then im in shs!! thank fycking g-d. well maybe i'll become a better student this year.. maybe lol and like i meantioned before that i have a feeling a lot of people are gonna slipt up well now i have NO one in my class so if ppl come closer with other people where am i gonna be! im not going to be closer with anyone and i think that people are gonna become more closer and i'll just be left there :( i dno i hope that doesnt happen :-. well im gonna go i think i mte go to sams. oo good news julia comes home tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 were all gonna go see her!! i cant wait i missed her sooooooooo fucking much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love you all!! -gordon