hellooo... soo tonite sam kat sherry lexi jamie n i went to city park. there were mostly older people there considering all of the people our age went to camp. adam was there.. kind of weird seeing him since like that whole thing happened, but he was actually being cool and sticking up for me * which i will get to in a lil bit* i was really hyper for like 3/4 of the time there but then i kind of got a lil sad * which i will also explain later lol* it was funn.. i hate kevin!! hes such a mother fucking asshole!! i dont know wats wrong with this kid!! ughh!!!! anyways.. i kind of feel lousy. people like judge me because i have "big boobs" and i flirt a lot they make me out as a slut and i hate it soooooo much cuz i realize that thats all ppl see me as sometime and the thing is im really NOT a slut and i HATE it soooooooo fyckin much how people think i am and will be like are u gonna give him head will u give me head. first of all i have never given headd before okay!! second of all I WILL NOT GIVE U HEAD! ugh people are soooooooo ugh!!! adam was being nice about it though hes like to the guyz.. dude shes really not and hes like shes just a nice girl and stuff like that. but then i dno he was also pissin me off before cuz like yeaa!!!! ughh!!! i hate all of u who jugde me and call mee a slut when IM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whatever.. any advice anyone?? -gordon