so i cant write a sentence witout think about the Simpsons episode i saw that day. I try to explain things to you but end up in deeper shit. i say to much and i'm not a very good listener, its not that i dont try. My life is complicated, but it's mostly that way because I make it that way. I can't sleep, I eat too much junk, I've out Peter panned all my friends. you tell me to listen more, she tells me go to hell, Vanessa tells me I'm a nerd. I wish I could go to Moe's, drink a couple Duff's drown my sorrows with my only friends. I can't believe how bad my spelling is, what an embarrassment I have a Bachelors degree in English. I guess I'm just a product of the spell check era. Maybe that's my whole problem in a nutshell, the ability to edit myself at any time. So I hide behind that, carefully editing myself so everyone thinks I'm brite and witty, but when I show myself I don't come off that good. I'm growing very tired, and I think I've officially lost it all.